Life.

Oh ain't it a bitch.
Just gotta take it one day at a time.
For every bad thing...
Something good will happen.

It's like waiting for the storm to pass.
You just have to wait it out.
And eventually the sun will come out.

And I should learn to take my own advice haha.

So glad this horrible Monday is finally over!!
Only confirms why I hate Monday's.
Nothing ever good happens haha.
Oh well.

For some reason I just got a good feeling over me.
Like all the depression.
All the problems.
All my worries just don't seem to matter.
I don't know where this feeling came from...
Okay well maybe I do...
But still.
It's a good feeling.

It's been a while since I felt like this.
Since I can honestly say I am going to bed with a smile on my face.
It's been a long week since.
A shitty week at that.
But it's over.
Time to focus on now.
The future.
The happy.

And I am going to stick to that all I can.
Won't be easy.
But after this weekend I've had enough.
I want myself back.
I am taking control of my life.
I will not let depression win anymore.
Never.
It's my way or the highway.
And for that I am proud of myself!

The next few months will be hell.
No doubt about that.
I will be tired.
Stressed.
And possibly leaning towards depressed.
But I won't let it win.
Not once!

I should eat a cookie for that.
Haha
Not!
I've eaten way too many girl scout cookies today.
It's bad.
I had no self control haha.
But I have a reasoning for it.
See lent starts in 1 day...
That means I will most likely giving up chocolate or cookies.
Or both.
So therefore I binge now.
Haha it's not called Fat Tuesday for nothing!

Speaking of lent...
Can you give up depression?
Just curious...
But I am definitely giving up cussing.
I dont care how hard it will be.
I am doing this for me!
And maybe soda.
And chocolate.
Or cookies.
Or ice cream.
Haven't decided yet.
It's hard because my birthday is during lent.
But I'll figure it out.
I always do!

Time to get on with this thing called sleep...
Something my body doesn't seem to understand.
Fabulous right?
Not.