So tired...

This weekend was great. I really needed to get away from Flagstaff and studying and drama.
But it kicked my ass haha.

THIS IS WHAT I DID FRIDAY!

I forgot how tiring the state fair can be haha.
We didn't get home till maybe midnight.
We unfortunately didn't ride many rides, they hurt too much. It was weird. It also rained.
However, I got to play some free games thanks to some very good looking guys :)
Sometimes you just need nights like that where you feel like you are on top of the world.

Saturday was off to my grandma's.
I made some really awesome letters, I don't have any pictures, but I will soon!
And don't go see The Rum Diary... really nothing special.

I definitely ate like a fat kid allllll weekend!
It was great.

And then my grandma said I look great and asked how much weight I've lost...
I didn't really think I looked different, especially after eating sooo much this weekend.
But I guess to her I did. And that was enough to put a HUGE smile on my face.
It doesn't matter who, but whenever someone calls you beautiful, it really makes you feel like a million bucks.
Words can't describe how it makes me feel :)

I also learned this weekend that I am a lot stronger than I thought I was.
It is still surprising me...
I thought that knowing he found someone else would kill me, but it is really just silly to feel that way.
I mean he really wasn't the one. No one liked him. He was is selfish. He is going downhill fast.
And he can't pull me down anymore!
I think I can finally really say I am in a better place without him.
It's sad that he is going no where and doesn't care for my help anymore.
But that is his problem. When he is in jail or kicked out of his house and comes crawling back, I am just going to laugh in his face and walk away.
I don't hate him, I do still care about him as a friend and I hope that doesn't happen to him.
But I am not going to try to help him or try to be friends when he no longer cares about me at all.
I wish him the best.


No more talk about him or thinking about it.
It's over. I'm done.

HAPPY THOUGHTS! :)
And bed haha. This weekend was exhausting, but soooo worth it :)

Now 3 days of school and off to Wyoming for 4 days for IACURH 2011!!

Let's do this! :)